If Not Now, When?

I'm starting something. However it ends, whether I choose to end it, quit or fail, I am gonna continue to start this something. Because this procrastination is taking me nowhere, fast.
I constantly go back to reading and searching blogs, books, articles whatever on the subject and I've found people who do think like me doing amazing things with what they have. My question is, "Can a person like me, in my situation, with my economic background, country, and upbringing be able to go through long term travel?" Imagine to be away 3-4 months at a time when I have never been away from home for more than 2 weeks? The ultimate goal is though, can I change myself and my life, for the better through my actions. To be more open minded, calm, considerate, effectionate, more confident and less shy.

Perhaps I may ask myself down the road why through travel? There are many other ways, signing up for a 3D MAX course or taking up a writing class (which i will do eventually), and to answer myself, it's probably the most drastic way to jolt me out of my comfort zone. Perhaps a shock to the system will get me out of my funk, a big project and ultimate goal to work towards. Also it's a chance to get something much more out of something I truly love to do.

I am very boxed in with my upbringing and the idea that we can't be more than just one thing at a time. To pursue 10,000 hours of a skill to master it. Though I belive in it I don't want to just dedicate 10,000 hours to just one thing. With this experiment, I am testing my flexibility and powers of adaptation. I will have to learn new ways of seeing things expecially how I think about money and ways of making and saving it.

These people who are doing this are a lot smarter than me, more capable, more disciplined, extremely intelegent and definitely more fluent with what they have to say but hey I gotta give this a shot or it'll always be, "What if?" and when I was 25 going through my quarter life crisis, I said to myself I don't want to be the same person 5 years from now. It's been 2 years, where am I now?

Ironic

After thinking our van was almost gonna crash into something (goat, motorcycle, car, jeep van, lorry, human) the whole time we were in India. I come home to crash my car into another right here, back home. Oh the irony.

It started with a Djembe

I am currently reading the book The Happiness Project by Gretchen Rubin and just reached the chapter entitled "Being Serious About Play". In that chapter resides the sub-chapter called "Start A Collection". In it the author writes about the joys of collecting and described how she came about starting a collection and it made me realize that I have somewhat created a collection of sorts for myself. Though I don't consciously set out to collect anything, I find myself, when traveling, attracted to buying small musical instruments, or even at one point not so small musical instrument.

I am not a particularly musical person, I don't play music, I'm content to just listen. Yet I bought these mini musical instruments whenever I came across them. These instruments don't necessary have to be native to the country or have any significant history. The fact is I bought it there, therefore it reminds me of it.

It started with a Djembe. Found in Ubud, a small town renowned for its woodcarving, in Bali, Indonesia. Now the significance of it I am not quite sure, but I just know that when I saw it I wanted it. Maybe I just wanted to bang my frustrations away at that time or maybe I was fresh from an event where I joined a drum circle and wanted to feel again that electric coursing through my soul. Whatever it was I had to have it, plus it had amazing dragons carved into the base and it was cheap!

From then on, it was pan flutes in Sarawak, Malaysia. In Sydney, Australia, An aboriginal instrument type thing, like a tube with beans or beads in it. Which makes a soothing sound like light rain hitting metal roofs every time you flip it over. I suppose it's a percussion instrument like maracas. When I went to Taiwan, it's this hand painted porcelain tribal flute shaped like a duck. Cute.

Riight...with the exception of Singapore, Bangkok, Hong Kong, Shanghai and Hangzhou (Ok, thats alot of places I missed, but I would've bought musical instruments from there if I came across any!) I've bought instruments in almost every place I've traveled to! =P

I see the start of a common thread here.

Best advice ever: Do more of what makes you happy =)

Make It Mine

Now that the shop is open. What next?
For the past few months, I've been working with my current company in opening a new fangled concept and lifetyle shop. Working on the website and a little bit of the products, having a hand in the set-up and planning of the project from the beggining, even having a small vote in the pricing of products has definitely been a rewarding experience.

Now the website is live, facebook page is up and twitter account made. I find myself asking what next? Sure if you think about it there's so much more things that need to be done. The marketing of the shop and products, promotions and creating new series of products for our in-house brand. My concern is the lack of experience I have in marketing and promotions. I do collaterals for branding and identity design, designing and executing websites and user interface, okay, but marketing and promotions. This is very new territory. We'll just have to reserach, charge on and try our best, like how one learns to do any new thing, and hope for the best. It may not always work immediately but you'll always learn something from it.

At this moment two great Alanis Morissette songs come to mind "Hand in My Pocket" and "You Learn". "You Learn" is my favourite, with that one line that captures perfectly one of the main resonating mottos that I have held on to: "I, recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone...". I totally agree.

At the risk of sounding like a crazed Jason Mraz fan, which I am. No doubt. Every morning I wake up to this song:

http://youtu.be/4xoUHC9uRHM

The lyrics say it all.

On a side note, I was thinking on the way back from Taiwan. I'd really love to make a travel list of places I've been to maybe add a little featurette on where I went and want to go to. For the sake of posterity and because my short memory span will surely not help me remember much. Hmm we'll see, if time and energy permits.



That said, on to something completely unrelated. I've gotten into crochet and knitting recently. Just starting is quite a challenge and knitting is a surprisingly technical craft. But I love the idea of making something out of practically nothing, just yarn a couple of knitting needles and a pattern. Crafty stuff apeals to me. Also the look and feel of the different types of yarn are just endless! The colours are delicious and the options unlimited. I'm in looove!

Quote of the day : "Singing & Songwriting is no different than journaling or blogging. You just have to let go, quiet your mind and move your pencil or tongue up and down a lot. Bobby McFerrin said improvisation is the result of not stopping. In my opinion, all inspiration begins with improvisation." - Jason Mraz, from his blog.